seriously considering putting off any kind of romantic or intimate relationship until i’ve had top surgery. i just hate my breasts, i hate everything about them. i hate having to bind, i hate how they look, i hate that i have a bunch of nice tops that i can’t wear w/ a binder because it’ll show thru, i hate that i can never get them flat enough, i hate feeling them, i hate acknowledging them. i need to stop ranting about my breasts.
i need to accept that for the next few years i’m gonna have to put up with them.
